Sometimes, just like any normal girl, I would get really sappy over a love song... Then I'd get really lonely and wish I was in a relationship or something.
But I have made a promise to myself. That I would NOT distract myself from my education with "relationships". Especially I've aimed my sights pretty high.
College is looming over my head, and I must say that I am already getting pretty stressed about it. I had gone to college fair last Tuesday. I would like to say that it was that experience that suddenly made the future much more lucid. However, the real shock into reality happened when I moved.
Suddenly it was like someone popped the bubble that surrounded me, exposing me to the world.
I used to be really caught up in my own little world. Maybe I still am.
But I've suddenly become aware of the outside... And I think it has jolted me a little too much. The sudden exposure must have taken a huge swing at my mental stability.
I won't go into any more of that, as I'm starting ramble. (Although, I suppose I always end up rambling in my posts.)
Really, just wanted to say that I get emotional over love songs. (Just like any other teenage girl.)
And maybe sometimes I'm just a teensy bit bitter.
