Mental Vomit :)

I've been very tired lately. Well, not physically tired, but mentally. (Though I suppose that the mental exhaustion drains your physically energy too.) Why is it, I wonder, that I feel so out of touch with the world? I feel sort of isolated... And also just plain sad and tired. I dunno, maybe it's just good ole teenage angst/moodswings/PMS???

Nah.

I've just been lonely. Not particularly lonely in general, but lonely as in I miss Michael...

What a buttface! Do guys even realize how bad they make gals feel? How come HE'S okay and partying (literally. Why wasn't I invited??) and I'm still feel exceptionally (excuse my language) crappy? Now, that is just not fair. Then again, as our mothers always say- life isn't fair. Get over it Lauren!

But besides this random loneliness, I've been pretty satisfied with life. Or rather, content. I'm excited- I'm going to Six Flags on Friday again, this time a chorus trip. Fingers crossed that we win first place and the Esprit de Corps award!

Also, I am now the proud owner of a Sally Hansen Nail Art Pen! Aka... Nail polish pen. Yes, so I am happily tap-tapping away on the keyboard right this instant with silver and black tiger striped painted nails that I proudly did myself! It's been a while since I've really paid attention to my nails. (Last year around the beginning of school, I was having a nail art craze. Black nails with lime green polka dots... Black with purple stripes... Hahaha!) Maybe I should get into the manicurist proffession?? Unfortunately, that may also include PEDICURES, and ehem excuse me but I'd rather not touch other people's feet... I have germ issues. I'm a germaphobe, thanks. Hand sanitizer as much as possible! (Preferably a Bath & Body Works scented hand sanitizer bottle, too.)

Hm so I got Sims 3 on Monday as well. (Now [prepare to cringe at my geekiness...) It is fantastic! The graphics are amazing... And the multiple creation options are just ENDLESS. I can make a crazy goth sim marry a dream guy... It's all good! I admit, sometimes I will make a virtual me and make an awesome dream guy to go with me... Yes, I'm a loser. But I'm sure I'm not the only one that does that, like seriously! I also enjoy making virtual versions of people I strongly dislike and then kill off the sim. There are seriously so many ways to kill a virtual character... It's very helpful in times of emotional unstableness and angst.

So this whole post goes to show... That I am a complete nerd/loser/hopeless/emo/sortaspazzzyy/bored person.