Oops I had a lot more to say actually.
Tomorrow is a full day band trip, which I won't be able to go on because it ends after school ends (at around 9 pm or so), and my mom won't let me go because of a Chinese school essay I have to write. Grr. =(
Also, the word of the day is...
HUZZAH!
And it shall stay as huzzah for all other days until I decide on a different day. I'm good now, too much typing a posting! Peace out, girl scouts. ;) Or... if you're a guy... Boy scouts. =)
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Geography Bees and STUPID Compromising
Today, was finally the end of the class Geography Bee. (For those of you that don't know what this is, this is like a spelling bee, except it's on, you guessed it! GEOGRAPHY, GASP!) On one hand, the geography bee was awesome because while other people were being asked question, my teacher allowed us to do whatever. So of course, my friend Valeriia and I played Boxes (I think that's the name of the game?), drew, and wrote songs. On the other hand, I hate geography. I suck at it, and it annoys me how the kid who sits behind me, a fellow Chinese kid named Derek, got ALL the answers correct except one (6/7), and I got.... Uhhh well I didn't do too well. If you must know, I got a 3/7, but that is BESIDE the point. I got the questions that seemed, to me, the hardest ones! I mean really, I don't remember the questions, but one of the answer multiple choices were TURKEY or UZBEKISTAN. (Uhmm what?) I mean I'm not stupid or anything, because I definitely knew all the other answers (yes I am a loser and was actually listening to all the questions being asked to the OTHER students).
But speaking of Derek! He is the best(?) friend of my boyfriend, and funnily enough one of my friends likes him... It's really funny because Derek and UndisclosedFriend are friends, and personally I find it sooo obvious that she likes him! Anyway, my boyfriend, our friend Roma, and I are getting a little exasperated and just want UndisclosedFriend to TELL DEREK THAT SHE LIKES HIM! She's scared to though, understandably as she is aware that Derek likes this other girl... UndisclosedFriend kept asking me who he liked, since she knows I know, and I accidentily told her, which led to this sorta fight with my boyfriend... But then I cleared it up and lied to her about it.
I really hate lying. If you know anything about me, you know that I really hate lying to people, especially my friends, but if it's necessary well... I'm gonna be honest and un-modest here and say that I'm a pretty dang good liar. Lol.
Ah, I also forgot to mention that yesterday was that dreaded beginning-mark day in gym... The single most torturous thing known to middle-school-student-kind... That's right folks, you guessed it, SQUARE DANCING UNIT! How in the world do the gym teachers think that square dancing is good for "cooperation"? Basically, the students freak out over who they will be dancing with first. Packs of girls and groups of guys form, opposing each other, sizing each other up. In the girl's minds- Omigod, I wanna dance with [crush's name!], but I don't wanna pick him... Pick me! Omigod, okay I wanna pick him! NO I DON'T! I am obviously not a guy, but I imagine that in their minds, it's like this- When is this over... Holy crap, why is that girl staring at me??
That's about as accurate as I get for a guy's mind.
So after the groups are established, then it's the actual learning the dance moves part! For the scenario of a girl who managed to find a partner that does not suck and she finds acceptable, or likes: The girl guides the guy around, while flirting with him, being generally friendly, and basically sickening. For a girl that ends up with a horrible dance partner that she secretly wants to run away from puking: The girl guides the guy around through the dance steps, keeping as much distance as humanly possible while holding hands doing a promenade. There are also those extreme and unique situations, where the girl absolutely hates her partner and leads him around angrily, attempting to finish as quickly as possible so she can leave and never see her partner again. In fact, that's MY situation!
I hate my partner, and I hate my group. (Besides the girls, because they're more or less my friends.) Anyway it's a long story, so I shall type it all down!
What happened is that in my gym class, my gym teachers finally trusted us and let us pick out groups out ourselves. So of course, that lead to a problem. I have exactly 5 friends in my gym class (they're girls), and counting me that made 6 people. We had to make group of four girls, to be paired up with a group of boys by choice. Well my friend Elyse decided to make a group with her friends Kayla and Rachel, but they needed one more person. So the remaining 5 of us stared at each other, wondering who would be the first to leave or get kicked out and join Elyse's group. (We're a very close group and some of us are a little... Antisocial.) So I had the brilliant idea of playing rock-paper-scissors against each other, and whoever was the only one who won OR lost would go to the other group. Well this idea sucked, since the one who ended up winning against us all was my friend Kristen, who is the shyest of us all and absolutely refused to go to the other group. Then everyone started arguing, and I decided I had enough, and being the good person I am, went to the Elyse's group. Well how was I repayed for my generousity?
Everyone else in Elyse's group picked the group of boys that were literally THE WORST choice ever. The boys' group consisted on one kid that hated me, one that was known for picking his nose, farting, etc. in class, one that was new and clearly did not like me, and one that I barely knew but was verryyy annoying.
Oh and guess who the group that I left got? They got the group that consisted of guys that were mostly my friends, and one which USED to be who I liked (until my boyfriend came along... lol).
I hate being compromising.
But speaking of Derek! He is the best(?) friend of my boyfriend, and funnily enough one of my friends likes him... It's really funny because Derek and UndisclosedFriend are friends, and personally I find it sooo obvious that she likes him! Anyway, my boyfriend, our friend Roma, and I are getting a little exasperated and just want UndisclosedFriend to TELL DEREK THAT SHE LIKES HIM! She's scared to though, understandably as she is aware that Derek likes this other girl... UndisclosedFriend kept asking me who he liked, since she knows I know, and I accidentily told her, which led to this sorta fight with my boyfriend... But then I cleared it up and lied to her about it.
I really hate lying. If you know anything about me, you know that I really hate lying to people, especially my friends, but if it's necessary well... I'm gonna be honest and un-modest here and say that I'm a pretty dang good liar. Lol.
Ah, I also forgot to mention that yesterday was that dreaded beginning-mark day in gym... The single most torturous thing known to middle-school-student-kind... That's right folks, you guessed it, SQUARE DANCING UNIT! How in the world do the gym teachers think that square dancing is good for "cooperation"? Basically, the students freak out over who they will be dancing with first. Packs of girls and groups of guys form, opposing each other, sizing each other up. In the girl's minds- Omigod, I wanna dance with [crush's name!], but I don't wanna pick him... Pick me! Omigod, okay I wanna pick him! NO I DON'T! I am obviously not a guy, but I imagine that in their minds, it's like this- When is this over... Holy crap, why is that girl staring at me??
That's about as accurate as I get for a guy's mind.
So after the groups are established, then it's the actual learning the dance moves part! For the scenario of a girl who managed to find a partner that does not suck and she finds acceptable, or likes: The girl guides the guy around, while flirting with him, being generally friendly, and basically sickening. For a girl that ends up with a horrible dance partner that she secretly wants to run away from puking: The girl guides the guy around through the dance steps, keeping as much distance as humanly possible while holding hands doing a promenade. There are also those extreme and unique situations, where the girl absolutely hates her partner and leads him around angrily, attempting to finish as quickly as possible so she can leave and never see her partner again. In fact, that's MY situation!
I hate my partner, and I hate my group. (Besides the girls, because they're more or less my friends.) Anyway it's a long story, so I shall type it all down!
What happened is that in my gym class, my gym teachers finally trusted us and let us pick out groups out ourselves. So of course, that lead to a problem. I have exactly 5 friends in my gym class (they're girls), and counting me that made 6 people. We had to make group of four girls, to be paired up with a group of boys by choice. Well my friend Elyse decided to make a group with her friends Kayla and Rachel, but they needed one more person. So the remaining 5 of us stared at each other, wondering who would be the first to leave or get kicked out and join Elyse's group. (We're a very close group and some of us are a little... Antisocial.) So I had the brilliant idea of playing rock-paper-scissors against each other, and whoever was the only one who won OR lost would go to the other group. Well this idea sucked, since the one who ended up winning against us all was my friend Kristen, who is the shyest of us all and absolutely refused to go to the other group. Then everyone started arguing, and I decided I had enough, and being the good person I am, went to the Elyse's group. Well how was I repayed for my generousity?
Everyone else in Elyse's group picked the group of boys that were literally THE WORST choice ever. The boys' group consisted on one kid that hated me, one that was known for picking his nose, farting, etc. in class, one that was new and clearly did not like me, and one that I barely knew but was verryyy annoying.
Oh and guess who the group that I left got? They got the group that consisted of guys that were mostly my friends, and one which USED to be who I liked (until my boyfriend came along... lol).
I hate being compromising.
Monday, January 4, 2010
Video Spazz-Out
Ahhh I have a Korean song stuck in my head...
Bad Boy by Son Dam Bi (also featuring Kahi from After School)
DON'T FORGET TO TURN OFF THE PLAYLIST AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOG BEFORE YOU LISTEN TO THIS!
Anyway, I've been humming this alllll day and it's driving me insane!!! Though it's a good song lol. Daaang Son Dam Bi is so skinny it's scary! *-* Even I'm not that skinny, thanks!
Soo well today I had sooo much homework, even though it was the first day back from the break! It sucks.
I'm bored and have an addiction to these little Japanese candies that melt in your mouth! Yummmy.
Oooh and another song stuck in my head; also Korean of course, because I'm having a K-Pop obsession right now. =)
DJ by Uhm Jung Hwa (feat. CL from 2NE1)
I'm also learning a few dances to some Korean songs... I actually know I few already too. =) Here are some that I learned or am currantly learning...
For this one I learned the main part... Plus the dance solo.
I am learning all the parts to this one...
And for this one, I am learning the part of the girl on the right, with the long hair. ^-^
I noticed that this post was a video spazz out, but whatever. ;) Hope that this post was... Interesting, if not entertaining... Off I go to learn more the dances. >.<
Bad Boy by Son Dam Bi (also featuring Kahi from After School)
DON'T FORGET TO TURN OFF THE PLAYLIST AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOG BEFORE YOU LISTEN TO THIS!
Anyway, I've been humming this alllll day and it's driving me insane!!! Though it's a good song lol. Daaang Son Dam Bi is so skinny it's scary! *-* Even I'm not that skinny, thanks!
Soo well today I had sooo much homework, even though it was the first day back from the break! It sucks.
I'm bored and have an addiction to these little Japanese candies that melt in your mouth! Yummmy.
Oooh and another song stuck in my head; also Korean of course, because I'm having a K-Pop obsession right now. =)
DJ by Uhm Jung Hwa (feat. CL from 2NE1)
I'm also learning a few dances to some Korean songs... I actually know I few already too. =) Here are some that I learned or am currantly learning...
For this one I learned the main part... Plus the dance solo.
I am learning all the parts to this one...
And for this one, I am learning the part of the girl on the right, with the long hair. ^-^
I noticed that this post was a video spazz out, but whatever. ;) Hope that this post was... Interesting, if not entertaining... Off I go to learn more the dances. >.<
Sunday, January 3, 2010
I Take that Back... FREAK OUTS ARE STUPID!
Woow... So you've probably heard that I had a rough time with my boyfriend for a while... Like this whole week... But turns out I completely overreacted!
Though one of the reasons I freaked out was definitely not my fault and completely reasonable.
He said: Oh I have you tell you something tomorrow (which was referring to yesterday), and you may not love it but try to understand it...
Which one can automatically assume that he wanted to BREAK UP WITH ME. That, or he realized he was gay, therefore had to BREAK UP WITH ME. The first assumption was the more reasonable one. Which of course, I assumed. So I spent the whole day worrying and fretting over what turned out to be nothing, because he just said that so I would text him yesterday cuz apparently I had "barely texted him all week". (Which is sorta silly, cuz I think I texted him quite a bit, but half the time he didn't respond. I mean, it wasn't his fault as he had a lot of relatives over and was pretty busy, but...)
Anyway, so my freaking out all week was definitely for no reason. I'm not exactly mad, but I wish I hadn't freaked out so much since I lost plenty of sleep and therefore daylight hours. (When I stress I tend to take a long time to fall asleep, and then I sleep in late. I HATE that! I love waking up with the sun. ^.^)
So, today is a happier, less stress filled day! HOORAY FOR STAYING IN PJS ALL DAY!! It's a lovely cleansing ritual of mine. =P
That, and singing, dancing, drawing, or painting. And blogging. Oh my.
Though one of the reasons I freaked out was definitely not my fault and completely reasonable.
He said: Oh I have you tell you something tomorrow (which was referring to yesterday), and you may not love it but try to understand it...
Which one can automatically assume that he wanted to BREAK UP WITH ME. That, or he realized he was gay, therefore had to BREAK UP WITH ME. The first assumption was the more reasonable one. Which of course, I assumed. So I spent the whole day worrying and fretting over what turned out to be nothing, because he just said that so I would text him yesterday cuz apparently I had "barely texted him all week". (Which is sorta silly, cuz I think I texted him quite a bit, but half the time he didn't respond. I mean, it wasn't his fault as he had a lot of relatives over and was pretty busy, but...)
Anyway, so my freaking out all week was definitely for no reason. I'm not exactly mad, but I wish I hadn't freaked out so much since I lost plenty of sleep and therefore daylight hours. (When I stress I tend to take a long time to fall asleep, and then I sleep in late. I HATE that! I love waking up with the sun. ^.^)
So, today is a happier, less stress filled day! HOORAY FOR STAYING IN PJS ALL DAY!! It's a lovely cleansing ritual of mine. =P
That, and singing, dancing, drawing, or painting. And blogging. Oh my.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
My Phobias
I am recently hooked on the site StumbleUpon. And if you haven't been on it, you should definitely, absolutely go on! It's the ultimate websurfing site lol.
Anyway, while using StumbleUpon to "stumble upon" random sites, I came across a site listing (you guessed it) phobias!
And so being the loser I am, I read every single one and compiled a list of my very own phobias! Take a look:
Anyway, while using StumbleUpon to "stumble upon" random sites, I came across a site listing (you guessed it) phobias!
And so being the loser I am, I read every single one and compiled a list of my very own phobias! Take a look:
- Achluophobia (fear of darkness)
- Acrophoia (fear of heights)
- Altophobia (fear of heights)
- Anuptaphobia (fear of staying single)
- Aphenphosmphobia (fear of being touched, no not "touched touched", you silly pervs!)
- Arachnephobia/Arachnophobia (fear of spiders)
- Ataxophobia (fear of disorder of untidiness)
- Atelophobia (fear of imperfection)
- Batophobia (fear of heights)
- Belonephobia (fear of pins and needles)
- Chiraptophobia (fear of being touched, again NOT "touched touched")
- Coulrophobia (fear of clowns)
- Haphephobia/Haptephobia (fear of being touched, must I emphasize again what it does NOT mean?)
- Macrophobia (fear of long waits)
- Pupaphobia (fear of puppets)
- Trypanophobia (fear of injections)
Anyhoo, yes I know many of the phobias in that list are just synnanyms of other phobias, but that just shows how acutely important it is to emphasize the point that THOSE ARE MY FEARS, goshdarnit! (Yes, I said that.)
So, now I ask whoever wasted five-ten minutes of their life reading this, what are YOUR fears/phobias? And don't lie, everyone has phobias. Indeed, those that admit to their fears are, to me, the most courageous! It takes strength to admit weakness! And anyway, the health class textbooks say that those that act high and mighty do that only to mask their insecurity. =)
Yes I am a loser and I actually listen in class. MWAHAHA!
Yet my grades never seem to get better... Hmm there is a flaw there!
Okay, I'm gonna go now since I'm getting totally off topic. =)
Friday, January 1, 2010
Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel
Holy cow, I've watched a lot of movies this week! (For me.) But anyway, today I saw "Alvin and the Chipmunks: the Squeakqual" with *sigh* my whole family.
I mean they're so oblivious... I asked to go to the movies with my friend, and they're like "OH WE WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE TOO" and just tag along. -.- It is absolutely ridiculous!
But anyway, "Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel" was, in short, a cute and entertaining, yet slightly disappointing movie after the first movie. Don't get me wrong, the chipmunks are absolutely adorable, and the blooming romance between Alvin, Simon, Theodore, and their female counterparts (the Chippettes) was an "AWWWW" experience, yet the storyline seemed jumbled. The whole story seemed to hop from one topic to another, while barely touching each topic, leaving us wondering. Far from an excellent strategy to keep a viewer interested, the movie lost sight of the original plot.
For those that don't know what this movie is about, here is the trailer to the movie. (And don't forget to turn off the blog's music before you watch this! That is, if you already haven't done so. ;P)
And yes, me watching this movie totally proves that I am a typical girl that loves cute, fuzzy critters. xP I mean come on, they're FUZZY!!
I mean they're so oblivious... I asked to go to the movies with my friend, and they're like "OH WE WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE TOO" and just tag along. -.- It is absolutely ridiculous!
But anyway, "Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel" was, in short, a cute and entertaining, yet slightly disappointing movie after the first movie. Don't get me wrong, the chipmunks are absolutely adorable, and the blooming romance between Alvin, Simon, Theodore, and their female counterparts (the Chippettes) was an "AWWWW" experience, yet the storyline seemed jumbled. The whole story seemed to hop from one topic to another, while barely touching each topic, leaving us wondering. Far from an excellent strategy to keep a viewer interested, the movie lost sight of the original plot.
For those that don't know what this movie is about, here is the trailer to the movie. (And don't forget to turn off the blog's music before you watch this! That is, if you already haven't done so. ;P)
And yes, me watching this movie totally proves that I am a typical girl that loves cute, fuzzy critters. xP I mean come on, they're FUZZY!!
BOYFRIENDS ARE STUPID
MY BOYFRIEND IS BEING A COMPLETE NUTCASE!!
Or rather, I am and he's being a @$$.
Well I just need to rant and I gotta say that this relationship is kinda pointless if you think about it... But even more so with the fact that I "can't date until 18" and I'm willing to face being DISOWNED AND KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE by being with him, yet he refuses to go out to the mall with me... I mean, he WAS the one that pointed out that we needed to see each other more often outside of school.
Which I agree to, hence my offering to meet him at the mall, which he rejected without a good reason. (If you're reading this Michael, I need a better reason than "IDK", okay??)
I mean I don't understand, did I do something wrong? I don't want to be one of those freaky clingy girlfriends that totally grovel at their boyfriend's feet (psssh, like I'd sink that low), but maybe I have unwillingly done that...
Opinion: Does it make me a clingy girlfriend just because I want to text or talk to him over the winter break?
We used to be... Really close, like we'd text 25/7 (yes 25...) and we'd talk on the phone at least once every other day but now it's like he can't even text me ONCE. We told each other EVERYTHING, even what we were doing each and every second (exaggeration, but you get my point), yet now I'm lucky if he even answers me.
I don't think I'm clingy, so maybe it's all HIS fault! Or rather, he is nervous and all since I'm his first girlfriend, but after 3 months, he should be over it by now... Shouldn't he?
Maybe he's sick of me. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore. Maybe he thinks I'm too "outgoing" towards him, aka I always initiate the conversation first, go up to him first, dang I think I was even the one who asked him out! (or was I.... DUN DUN DUN.). Maybe he thinks I'm too demanding.
Or maybe I'm freaking out over nothing. Maybe it's because I "freak out over nothing" so much that he hates me now.
I should probably break up with him, but I don't really have the heart... Or rather I'm kinda afraid to.
Gah I am pathetic! I'm gonna end this post, and if I feel like continuing my blogging today, I will start a new post!
Or rather, I am and he's being a @$$.
Well I just need to rant and I gotta say that this relationship is kinda pointless if you think about it... But even more so with the fact that I "can't date until 18" and I'm willing to face being DISOWNED AND KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE by being with him, yet he refuses to go out to the mall with me... I mean, he WAS the one that pointed out that we needed to see each other more often outside of school.
Which I agree to, hence my offering to meet him at the mall, which he rejected without a good reason. (If you're reading this Michael, I need a better reason than "IDK", okay??)
I mean I don't understand, did I do something wrong? I don't want to be one of those freaky clingy girlfriends that totally grovel at their boyfriend's feet (psssh, like I'd sink that low), but maybe I have unwillingly done that...
Opinion: Does it make me a clingy girlfriend just because I want to text or talk to him over the winter break?
We used to be... Really close, like we'd text 25/7 (yes 25...) and we'd talk on the phone at least once every other day but now it's like he can't even text me ONCE. We told each other EVERYTHING, even what we were doing each and every second (exaggeration, but you get my point), yet now I'm lucky if he even answers me.
I don't think I'm clingy, so maybe it's all HIS fault! Or rather, he is nervous and all since I'm his first girlfriend, but after 3 months, he should be over it by now... Shouldn't he?
Maybe he's sick of me. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore. Maybe he thinks I'm too "outgoing" towards him, aka I always initiate the conversation first, go up to him first, dang I think I was even the one who asked him out! (or was I.... DUN DUN DUN.). Maybe he thinks I'm too demanding.
Or maybe I'm freaking out over nothing. Maybe it's because I "freak out over nothing" so much that he hates me now.
I should probably break up with him, but I don't really have the heart... Or rather I'm kinda afraid to.
Gah I am pathetic! I'm gonna end this post, and if I feel like continuing my blogging today, I will start a new post!
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