I Don't Appreciate Rudeness

I just don't enjoy rudeness of any sort. Just rudeness in general, but also the act of IGNORING SOMEONE. Which is just highly rude.

This happened to me a few times today.

A minor incident was one of those awkward moments when you see someone you don't talk to from your school OUTSIDE of school. Everyone must recall a moment such as this one, right? The moment when your eyes meet... The surprise, the shock, the utter uncomfortable-ness? Obviously in this moment, it's nice to greet the other person. OBVIOUSLY. Just, ya know, common knowledge and proper ettiquette. Yet, this girl just completely ignored me when I said a tentatively friendly, "Hello!" Rude-o-meter (from 1-10, 1 being the lowest): 6

Another moment? When I was trying to get one of my teachers to sign a petition for something. She just completely ignored me even though we were the only ones in the hallway. Maybe she is hard of hearing? Maybe she is mad at me for not getting her an end-of-the-year present? Rude-o-meter: 5

Finally, the moment to top all moments! Those of you who have been in a relationship know the awkwardness between an ex. Heck, even if you haven't experienced this yourself, you can probably imagine it! Picture if you will: I, along with four other of my band friends, were in the bandroom for 6th, 7th, and 8th periods. There we were, helping the band teacher (who is, by the way, the best teacher EVER) clean the room and prepare it for next year. Enter ex-boyfriend and his best girl friend. AWKWARD. Being the kind person I am, I brightly exclaim, "Hi!" along with my friends. His best girl friend (who all my friends suspect of liking my ex) says hi, even to me. Oh yes. But the ex... He says hi to everyone BUT me. I am totally ignored when I say something to him later as well. Ironic, isn't it, that the night before, I was the one who told him that the band teacher would be present. That I would be present as well. Yes, he responded the night before on a text, yet apparently is too chicken to talk to me face to face. Rude? Very. Rude-o-meter: 9

If anybody reads this blog besides myself and (occasionally) TheSillyObserver, I welcome you to share a rude moment and rating it. Sometimes, it feels better to vent it out.

A Few Final Words

Well... I can't believe that I am moving this weekend. This time that I live in and have lived in for the whole of my life has become my home and world. I'm sad to see it go. Yet, I guess moving just opens a whole new world of possibilities for me.

The cons of moving?
-I'll miss my friends, duh!
-It ended a perfectly good relationship for me
-Starting over
-BORING IN MARYLAND

The pros of moving?
-Making new frineds
-Since I haven't known all the people since like kindergarden (like where I live now), I have come to the psyche that it would make it easier to find the right guy. Because it's weird to be dating a guy that you have known since you guys were in diapers or something.
-Starting over
-New adventure!

So... Yeah. I'm sad to be leaving, but excited to see a new place. It's like a new story is about to unfold. Yes I am aware that I am corny/cheesy; but honestly, this situation calls for a little of the cheese.

Why is it...

~ That pools are warmer at night?
~ That disgustingly greasy, bad food is just so delicious?
~ That the sky is the color blue? Why not pink? Or purple?
~ That when you tell people that you are moving, either they suddenly realize that you exist or that they try to forget that you exist?
~ That fried frog legs and crocodile nuggets taste like chicken?
~ That I am so L-A-Z-Y?
~ That my foot fell asleep on me?? Come on foot! You need to help me walk to the bathroom!
~ That it's so hard to wake up at 6:30 in the morning on school days, but on weekends, I easily wake up at exactly 6:25?
~ That I (rather geekishly) find World of Warcraft entertaining?
~ That boys' lives revolve around video games??

I don't get it.

Ignorance Is Bliss... Not

I mean sure, ignoring someone may work out great for you. But when you're the recipient of the ignoring, it gets downright irritating. Frustrating; disappointing; it feels as if the person forgot that you exist!

You play the victim very well
You build yourself indulgent hell
You wanted someone to understand you
Well be careful what you wish for because I do
You've got a fancy turn of phrase
You set your trap
You made your plays
You're so fond of games
You must never lose
~ "I Know Where You Sleep" by Emilie Autumn

Manmade Water Currents Rock

I love making whirlpools in pools!! Did that today at a party. It was very difficult to swim against our created current... :)

The graduation party itself was great too! It was a party that my friend from Florida held at her aunt's house. (She had come to visit.) Yummy food! Besides eating and swimming, we also gathered around a fire and listened to our guy friend play the guitar. It was very homey and comforting...

We were going to make s'mores too, but the host decided that we had had way too much sugar anyway. (We giggled at EVERYTHING. That's a sign that you have a sugar-high.) Oh well!! At least the cake was lovely and sugary and the burgers juicy and fresh off the grill!

Dance!

Today is my dance whoo! It starts at seven tonight, but I got to leave school early. That's because we were permitted to leave after 12:40 to "get ready" and it would still count as a full day of school! So of course half the grade took advantage of that and left early, even the guys. (Because they're definitely going to get their nails and hair done for the dance, lol.)

I left... Not because I needed to get ready, oh no. I just wanted to leave. Hehe.

Reject Button

Poor guy. Today one of my guy friends was talking to another friend. She asked me to the dance for him. I was so surprised, I said "no" way too quickly. I feel really bad. I know how it feels like to be on the recieving end of the reject button and it kinda, sorta sucks. It lowers your self-esteem. :(