Monday, January 4, 2010
Video Spazz-Out
Bad Boy by Son Dam Bi (also featuring Kahi from After School)
DON'T FORGET TO TURN OFF THE PLAYLIST AT THE BOTTOM OF THE BLOG BEFORE YOU LISTEN TO THIS!
Anyway, I've been humming this alllll day and it's driving me insane!!! Though it's a good song lol. Daaang Son Dam Bi is so skinny it's scary! *-* Even I'm not that skinny, thanks!
Soo well today I had sooo much homework, even though it was the first day back from the break! It sucks.
I'm bored and have an addiction to these little Japanese candies that melt in your mouth! Yummmy.
Oooh and another song stuck in my head; also Korean of course, because I'm having a K-Pop obsession right now. =)
DJ by Uhm Jung Hwa (feat. CL from 2NE1)
I'm also learning a few dances to some Korean songs... I actually know I few already too. =) Here are some that I learned or am currantly learning...
For this one I learned the main part... Plus the dance solo.
I am learning all the parts to this one...
And for this one, I am learning the part of the girl on the right, with the long hair. ^-^
I noticed that this post was a video spazz out, but whatever. ;) Hope that this post was... Interesting, if not entertaining... Off I go to learn more the dances. >.<
Sunday, January 3, 2010
I Take that Back... FREAK OUTS ARE STUPID!
Though one of the reasons I freaked out was definitely not my fault and completely reasonable.
He said: Oh I have you tell you something tomorrow (which was referring to yesterday), and you may not love it but try to understand it...
Which one can automatically assume that he wanted to BREAK UP WITH ME. That, or he realized he was gay, therefore had to BREAK UP WITH ME. The first assumption was the more reasonable one. Which of course, I assumed. So I spent the whole day worrying and fretting over what turned out to be nothing, because he just said that so I would text him yesterday cuz apparently I had "barely texted him all week". (Which is sorta silly, cuz I think I texted him quite a bit, but half the time he didn't respond. I mean, it wasn't his fault as he had a lot of relatives over and was pretty busy, but...)
Anyway, so my freaking out all week was definitely for no reason. I'm not exactly mad, but I wish I hadn't freaked out so much since I lost plenty of sleep and therefore daylight hours. (When I stress I tend to take a long time to fall asleep, and then I sleep in late. I HATE that! I love waking up with the sun. ^.^)
So, today is a happier, less stress filled day! HOORAY FOR STAYING IN PJS ALL DAY!! It's a lovely cleansing ritual of mine. =P
That, and singing, dancing, drawing, or painting. And blogging. Oh my.
Saturday, January 2, 2010
My Phobias
Anyway, while using StumbleUpon to "stumble upon" random sites, I came across a site listing (you guessed it) phobias!
And so being the loser I am, I read every single one and compiled a list of my very own phobias! Take a look:
- Achluophobia (fear of darkness)
- Acrophoia (fear of heights)
- Altophobia (fear of heights)
- Anuptaphobia (fear of staying single)
- Aphenphosmphobia (fear of being touched, no not "touched touched", you silly pervs!)
- Arachnephobia/Arachnophobia (fear of spiders)
- Ataxophobia (fear of disorder of untidiness)
- Atelophobia (fear of imperfection)
- Batophobia (fear of heights)
- Belonephobia (fear of pins and needles)
- Chiraptophobia (fear of being touched, again NOT "touched touched")
- Coulrophobia (fear of clowns)
- Haphephobia/Haptephobia (fear of being touched, must I emphasize again what it does NOT mean?)
- Macrophobia (fear of long waits)
- Pupaphobia (fear of puppets)
- Trypanophobia (fear of injections)
Anyhoo, yes I know many of the phobias in that list are just synnanyms of other phobias, but that just shows how acutely important it is to emphasize the point that THOSE ARE MY FEARS, goshdarnit! (Yes, I said that.)
So, now I ask whoever wasted five-ten minutes of their life reading this, what are YOUR fears/phobias? And don't lie, everyone has phobias. Indeed, those that admit to their fears are, to me, the most courageous! It takes strength to admit weakness! And anyway, the health class textbooks say that those that act high and mighty do that only to mask their insecurity. =)
Yes I am a loser and I actually listen in class. MWAHAHA!
Yet my grades never seem to get better... Hmm there is a flaw there!
Okay, I'm gonna go now since I'm getting totally off topic. =)
Friday, January 1, 2010
Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel
I mean they're so oblivious... I asked to go to the movies with my friend, and they're like "OH WE WANNA SEE THAT MOVIE TOO" and just tag along. -.- It is absolutely ridiculous!
But anyway, "Alvin and the Chipmunks: The Squeakquel" was, in short, a cute and entertaining, yet slightly disappointing movie after the first movie. Don't get me wrong, the chipmunks are absolutely adorable, and the blooming romance between Alvin, Simon, Theodore, and their female counterparts (the Chippettes) was an "AWWWW" experience, yet the storyline seemed jumbled. The whole story seemed to hop from one topic to another, while barely touching each topic, leaving us wondering. Far from an excellent strategy to keep a viewer interested, the movie lost sight of the original plot.
For those that don't know what this movie is about, here is the trailer to the movie. (And don't forget to turn off the blog's music before you watch this! That is, if you already haven't done so. ;P)
And yes, me watching this movie totally proves that I am a typical girl that loves cute, fuzzy critters. xP I mean come on, they're FUZZY!!
BOYFRIENDS ARE STUPID
Or rather, I am and he's being a @$$.
Well I just need to rant and I gotta say that this relationship is kinda pointless if you think about it... But even more so with the fact that I "can't date until 18" and I'm willing to face being DISOWNED AND KICKED OUT OF THE HOUSE by being with him, yet he refuses to go out to the mall with me... I mean, he WAS the one that pointed out that we needed to see each other more often outside of school.
Which I agree to, hence my offering to meet him at the mall, which he rejected without a good reason. (If you're reading this Michael, I need a better reason than "IDK", okay??)
I mean I don't understand, did I do something wrong? I don't want to be one of those freaky clingy girlfriends that totally grovel at their boyfriend's feet (psssh, like I'd sink that low), but maybe I have unwillingly done that...
Opinion: Does it make me a clingy girlfriend just because I want to text or talk to him over the winter break?
We used to be... Really close, like we'd text 25/7 (yes 25...) and we'd talk on the phone at least once every other day but now it's like he can't even text me ONCE. We told each other EVERYTHING, even what we were doing each and every second (exaggeration, but you get my point), yet now I'm lucky if he even answers me.
I don't think I'm clingy, so maybe it's all HIS fault! Or rather, he is nervous and all since I'm his first girlfriend, but after 3 months, he should be over it by now... Shouldn't he?
Maybe he's sick of me. Maybe he doesn't like me anymore. Maybe he thinks I'm too "outgoing" towards him, aka I always initiate the conversation first, go up to him first, dang I think I was even the one who asked him out! (or was I.... DUN DUN DUN.). Maybe he thinks I'm too demanding.
Or maybe I'm freaking out over nothing. Maybe it's because I "freak out over nothing" so much that he hates me now.
I should probably break up with him, but I don't really have the heart... Or rather I'm kinda afraid to.
Gah I am pathetic! I'm gonna end this post, and if I feel like continuing my blogging today, I will start a new post!
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Happy New Year!
Hooray for Chinese School holiday parties!!! Potluck!! =)
Anyhoo, for the New Year, I am hoping that my boyfriend and I will last for a long time... (Yes I am weird like that, and if my boyfriend is reading this, HI NO PRESSURE!) Anyway, yeah, we've been going out for like 3 months now, and that's pretty dang long for someone of my age. =) I'm not gonna reveal my age but... Yeah.
Also, I am hoping that my friends' crushes will ask them out... It's kinda sad, but for some reason they'd be so much happier that way, so yeah I want them to be happy! And I wants some people to get together cuz they would be perfect together, BUT THEY JUST DON'T KNOW IT YET!!! xP
Oh hey I definitely promised myself that I wouldn't spazz out on this blog, however... Too late! NO TURNNING BACK NOW HAHA!
Oh I am also hoping that I don't move... I don't want to move! Especially to Maryland, cuz no offense to people who live there, but Maryland seems like a pretty darn boring state... I mean what is there that's interesting? I guess you could say Washington D.C., but seriously unless I'm planning to visit Obama, nope.
Now I feel like posting a video! Here's a song that sorta fits my mood right now...
Monday, December 28, 2009
AVATAR!!
Well, I don't really feel like explaining, so here, watch this if you are ignorant of the storyline behind "Avatar"... (Remember to pause the music at the bottom of the blog before watching this trailer, lol.)
Anyway, this movie is by director James Cameron, and for those of you that don't recognise this name... He's also the director of the Terminator movies and Titanic!
So, well this was the movie I saw today with my aunt, her friend, and the rest of my family... I hate going out with my family (soooo embarassing, though I love my family), but it was completely worth it to see this movie!! The movie has a deeper meaning to it too. It's funny because the Na'vi (the natives of the planet Pandora, aka the blue people) kind of remind me of the Native Americans and the humans were the American colonists who drove them out and took over... The movie could also represent the mass genocide of Hitler, if you sorta think about it... The whole movie just shows that us humans are pretty dang ruthless and horribly greedy! After watching "Avatar", it kind of makes me hate us humans too, haha.
There is a sort of "go green" idea to the movie too... How the humans want to forage Pandora for the rich resources, but in the process completely destroying the beautiful life and forest on it!
See, this is what happens when teachers make you analyze text in school for every little bit of symbolism... It starts happening outside of school too!
Well, that's all I wanted to say. Watching "Avatar" was probably the highlight of my day. That and buying a stupid vampire dating book in an attempt to piss of my boyfriend. (Did not work too well.... -.-) Adios for now!